So, said it in a different post, but didn’t go into details – looks like Bobby had a weird kind of seizure at school today.
Afterwards (darn, I forgot to ask how long it lasted) he was scared and wanted his teacher to hold him for a little bit, which is fairly standard seizure fare for him. Crap and double crap I wanted him to stay seizure-free for a while. I’m going to hope this was an isolated incident and pray that no more crop up. ‘Cause I gotta say, Bobby having partial seizures on a semi-regular basis – SO not fun and kind of scary. They’re different from Grand Mal or even the type that Logan has – these present differently a lot of times and leave Bobby confused and scared. He just can’t understand what’s happening to him and I don’t think has the words to explain it so someone can tell him. Autism makes it more difficult, since seizures present differently for him a lot of the time, we can’t just say “this is a seizure” because he would want to know anything that could be a seizure, he’s start obsession, and then all of a sudden we have an excitable kid who will automatically be more prone to having the seizures because his threshold will be lowered (because he’s in more danger during times of high stress).
I had to cancel Logan’s therapy because he’s sick, and we’re back on breathing treatments with him *yawn*. I’m sick and just not feeling well, fibro and all – ended up sleeping a lot today, after kids were off to school and again this afternoon. I hate being tired all the time. That’s the one thing about having fibro that just sucks desperately – I have never having energy and always feeling like I need to sleep. Pain, I can deal with, but exhaustion? Ugh.
Also still trying to think about what I want as far as writing goes. Do I want to go for it … try for some freelancing? I’m not sure.
Lots up in the air, and today’s happenings helped the confuse things even more. Yay. Not.